This month (November 2013) God is changing my heart and transforming my mind for true Kingdom living. I've been learning what it means to be a son...to be loved by my King who created it all. It's been an amazing time, but so hard too.
As I've been speaking life over Malaysia, which is a Muslim nation where Christianity is illegal, the enemy has come full force against me. I've lost hours and hours of sleep not being able to get to sleep until 5am some mornings and getting up at 8am and going to some heavy ministry sites. I've been under some crazy temptation where the enemy was filling lies in my head about the freedom that is mine through Christ. I've been encouraged to live for my own desires and have come against my team inwardly and sometimes outwardly because I don't agree with whatever we're doing. I bought into the lie that "they just don't understand me!" I've fallen away from deep intimacy with God and have short changed myself with mundane worldly things. I forgot who I was because I listened to the lies for a split second and in doing so allowed the enemy to enter in, kill, and destroy.
Today I have been awakened to the deadness I have let come into my life over the past two weeks. I was encouraged by a man of God who pulled back the sheep skin that was over my eyes. I'm starved for Kingdom living. I'm ready to move!
Today is the last day of official World Race ministry that I have left. Today is the beginning of a transition time for me. God is leading me through this valley and I'm preparing for a rest period to learn more about my Lover.
I just wanted to let you all in on where I am at so that you might pray for me as God stirs the fire inside my spirit. Thank you so much for your support! Stay tuned for another blog where I will inform you of what this ATL (Ask The Lord) is going to look like.
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